Because i luff you.

erm where too start.
school:
is fine. melone decided to become all snappy again and i got yelled at for going ahead of the class. eagle is still killing me, but i found a way to get past her system with a B and not do any work!!! (cuz im just that epic! *thumbs up*) we all miss you liek crazy. maureys bugging me all da tiem nao. apparently im his new best school freind. ok then. . . i came up with names for all his bipolar glory. his angrey side is carliel. his depressed side is jade (he came up with that one) and there was one moar but i forgot. boo. we had senor superlatives today and he put down me as the most liekly one to be a ninja *awesomesauce!!* so did my 'dad' ben.
OH! i started a new school family. lloyd aka jesus is my mom (but you will always pown him in motherhood)and ben bishop is my dad (we took graphic design with him). its fun cuz i get to bug the crap outa them nonstop <3

work:
sux. done and done

my bday:
it was ok. missy came over and blah but still. all we did was watch pokemon, harry potter and the last unicorn. then her bf and my bf came over and we tortured them is was fun.
i only got 2 presents
*a shirt that has an eraser erasing a pencil mark and the pencil is sayin 'why you hatin?' (from missy)
*and a wooden cosplay sword (from bleach) that my bf gave to me. its epic. ill take a pic when my camera isnt dead. <3

so yeah. not much else is going on. everythings the same here in ol cali. save for you. ill see you in a year love!! <3

or so the saying goes. it wasnt so much sweet as sappy but depressing.
My dear friend sakura_kurosaki has seen me for the last time for a looong time tonight. she is moving to japan in a few months but not till she invades all of America and leaves her mark on its vital regions. *laughs* if you dont get it, dont ask.
Anywho...
to commemorate this departure, we decided to hang out today and do some random crap that would make this a fun last event. though our ride BAILED on us for the first 2 hours, we decided to walk for a few miles to a not-so-nearby target/borders. we just talked and talked and it was quite pleasant. then we came up with a BRILLIANT IDEA.
why not go to every fastfood restaraunt we see and order something for like a buck!!?
we asked and we recieved.
after getting our ride back with incesive begging, we eventually wound up picking up a few more people (more than the car could legally fit if i may say) and we infact did stop by every fast food restaraunt.
overly stuffed and in pain, we all said our goodbyes at my house. it didnt really seem like a very fair goodbye... we were kinda like..."ok? what do we do???" lol. so im sorry if it wasnt satisfying enough love. im not good with those sort of things... > _ >

i also finished my first week of animation class. its still easy as heck, but mind me i dont pay attention when things get easy for me. so instead i go on photoshop<3 im absolutely ADORING the tablet and am dreadfully thinking about buying one though i know how expensive they are.... but i actually tried my luck at photoshop for the second time and am finding it much easier than the first.. hopefully i will get much better and will actually be able to post some things on LJ communities *haha*

thainx!
~silver

So i was all psyched up today thinking "holy crap im finally going to be able to do animation!!"
i had signed up for the class at my local community college and nao that summer is FINALLY here (though not so much for me seeing as how im busy as heck with work and nao school) ill finally get to learn animation!

1.so i first had trouble FINDING the class... the campus has like 2 seperate vicinities.. 1 for art and music and the other for sciences i guess. so i had my sister drop me off at the reception desk which just so happened to be in the science part of the school so i had to walk allll the wai over to the art vicinity (which i didnt know where it was at the time...) then i couldnt find the BUILDING cuz they arnt frekin labeled... gehhhhh.

2.another troublsome thing i encountered, i think i am the youngest student in the whole class!! i know i am the youngest girl for sure.. but that was a bit strange... PLUS there is a girl who sits RIGHT behind me who might possibly be mentally challenged or ADD (no offense to anyone please) but she thinks she know EVERYTHING!!! constantly hearing "oh yeah i know how to do that" or "gosh macs suck ever since the year [blah blah blah] since [blah blah] took over and  [blah blah than someone did something]." gweh.. no one wants to hear about computer history....

3.and my BIGGEST dissappointment was the class itself... were doing FLASH. and thats it. just flash. I LEARNED FLASH LAST YEAR I DONT NEED TO DO IT AGAIN!!!! the whole class consisted of "this is a keyframe! when the keyframe is blank, we call taht a blank key frame!! *class gasps*and theres also this shortcut keys *(which i had learned last year and named them keyboard shortcuts and taht kinda threw me off)".. so yea you catch my drift....

so as you can see im *slightly* dissappointed with the class and myself... if things continue the way they are ill probably drop out... hopefully we get to do some ACTUAL ANIMATING...
though every desk has a tablet  and i am SOOOOOOOOOO hoping we get to use one... itll be my first time but im still excited as heck.. that may be the only thing keeping me in that class lol.

bai~silver

-i feel as if there is no longer a reason in living-

that is how epic fanime was.

it's like no way of living could ever compare to the life of a year round cosplayer... or some sort of lolita.

gosh its like "why do i exist!?"

i could die fairly happy at the moment.

but there is still more to look forward to in life....and that is.......
yeah.... so my life once again has a meaning...

• bring more money (even though i brought plenty this year i will have more due to the fact i now have a job. XD)
• go crazy and buy a bunch of crap!!!!!
• get an epic cosplay (or learn to sow and make my own.)

ahhhh life is good again........